As I sit in my office going through email after email, I’m
finding it incredibly hard to focus. Every few seconds, it seems like my mind
goes back to Oscar Taveras and his family. I can’t imagine what they must be
going through. I have driven that road where he had his accident many times. I
have driven in storms here where it becomes impossible to see. That could have
been anyone.
But it wasn’t just anyone … Taveras represents every
Dominican kid’s fantasy of being a superstart. He was ranked by MLB as #3 prospect
in all of baseball before the season. This hit even closer to home for me as he
plays in the winters with Santiago’s home team the Aguilas. He is one of the
most naturally gifted players of the past 5-10 years. His final at-bat was a pinch-hit playoff home
run! He had it all.
Will Partin and I had the privilege of spending a few days
with the Cardinals at Spring Training in 2013 down in Jupiter, FL. Taveras had
already received countless minor league accolades and was the next big thing.
He hit a 420 foot home run in his 1st at bat that day, I will never
forget it. But what really stood out to me was our time interviewing a few of
the Dominican players on the team. We went into the locker room, all of the
American players were joking around and laughing, like most teams, getting
dressed before heading out for practice. In the corner, there were 4-5 latino
players, including Taveras, just kinda sitting there starting into their
lockers. When you think Dominican
baseball you think about energy, passion, and drive … These guys looked like
they were out of place. Taveras looked like he was missing something. He was
not the same person that I had grown to admire for his amazing performance in
the previous Winter ball season.
They had “made it.” In the eyes of everyone back home in the
DR, these guys were living the dream! They were on the road to the big leagues.
If you ask any player in our academy if they could switch places with Taveras
at that time they would have jumped at it. We saw a different side. We saw an
empty side. I saw a player miles away from family. I saw a player struggling to
learn English. I saw a player burdened with being the only hope for his entire
family, and most likely community, to be the next big thing. It was sad. Just last week, Will and I were talking about this experience in the locker room and how it stuck with us.
I don’t know where Taveras stood spiritually. I pray that he
had a personal relationship with Jesus Christ and that he is in heaven
celebrating today. I don’t know. What I do know, is that life is short. Taveras
represented everything that Dominican players “want” in this world.
Recognition, money, success .. everything. But if he had everything then why
did it seem so empty in Jupiter, FL? This is a wake-up call for me. We have a
limited time here on Earth, and what are we doing with it? What are we chasing?
Are we chasing the things that the world or our culture tell us matter? I want
to chase what is eternal, and I want to bring as many people as I can with me
on this journey! Please join me in praying for all of the baseball players
here. This is a time where they are asking questions, this is a time where
there is confusion and hurt. I don’t care if they are a 9 year old practicing
at our field, or a 10-time all-star in the major leagues .. this one stings. I
pray that God can use this situation to bring some good out of it and show many
that there is so much more to life than Baseball.
God bless.
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